Wish I could show heart.
I’ve seen the same pattern go on for too long
Start something but it never finishes strong
It just fades away
You’re beautiful face has gone away
Now we’ve become stray
And it’s not the same
We’re strangers
Someone I used to know
Now all I say is no
I remember I remember
I was lost in love
And the vibes just changed
Different things just overcame
Like a cloud on a rainy day
Don’t you get it?
Don’t you see it?
You were it and now you’re just fading
You were gonna be the one
But I pulled out my gun
Swallowed my pills
The pain is alive
I hope you hurry & fade away
Cause if I wake up
I hope I don’t care about you as much as I did yesterday.
-12.22.11
I only miss you when I feel something’s missing
What’s wrong with that?
I only feel something’s missing when I miss you
But when I miss you, it’s not all of you
It’s only some of you that I’m missing
When I find someone they fill in the missing pieces temporarily
But then I’m back at the beginning as soon as something’s missing
If their touch feels right, their kiss feels wrong
What’s wrong with that?
Only your kiss felt right, it’s what I’m missing.
Yeah, its the part of you I’m missing.
-Me. 9/14/10
Jocelyn Brooke Cruz

There’s a lot to know. I’ve done some big things for only being 21.
I don’t need to brag, I am just J-O-C.
Yo Soy Boricua.
University of Toledo Alumni.
Mix of Chelsea Handler, Family Guy’s Stewie, The Office’s Dwight, Modern Family’s Cameron & Gloria and American Dad’s Roger.
I’m a nut in my own shell.
— Bible.